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Solace
02:40
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Lost in a sea of emotion
I put a gun to my head as I contemplated the end (I can't fucking do this again)
Don't tell me that I won't do it, don't fucking say I'm afraid
I'm in control of my decisions for this life that I made
Swirling winds surround me like eyes staring at me
Though keeping my head up has never been so hard
When you kick me in the teeth
As I lay, as i bleed
It's so hard to breathe let alone stand on my feet
Live your comfort life, go live it long
But what'll matter when you're fucking dead and gone
You always go with the crowd and create a comfort zone
Why don't you think for yourself and have a mind of your own
I won't ask you to change, but know I don't like you for who you are
It's just a part of my mental state, so I'll just bleed out alone as I go insane
Swirling winds surround me like eyes staring at me
Though keeping my head up has never been so hard
When you kick me in the teeth
As I lay, as i bleed
It's so hard to breathe let alone stand on my feet
Do you understand me
No one understands me
No one understands me
Swirling winds surround me like eyes staring at me
Though keeping my head up has never been so hard
When you kick me in the teeth
As I lay, as i bleed
It's so hard to breathe let alone stand on my feet
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2. |
The Black Heart Melody
03:25
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My hearts been beaten and battered
As if nothing we've done has mattered
I can tell from the look in your eyes
That you thought this was a waste of time
You had your chance to be happy
You left your life in my hands
No matter how far away you are
I'll never let you leave this place in my heart
You belong in my heart, to make it black and dark
But that's the hard part, I really want more
You're just a liar and I can never say
We'll last forever
Cause you don't feel this way
Say I don't want her, and I don't need her
I know it's stupid, I fucking love her
And through my black heart, from the very start
It's all for you dear, no need to live in fear
Happiness is in books, fairy tales, movies too
But no one in this world cares about you like I do
Give me a second chance to prove my love
Or you could cut the shit, cause I've had enough
She said, "It's hard to breathe" as she choked on the rope
I said, "Tell me you love me it's your only hope"
I'm far too scared to let her go
Her heart stopped beating
Her body went cold
Blood drained empty killed by my hand
Make her pretty it's not the end
I know she won't leave this time
Can we still be in love if we're not alive
You belong in my heart, to make it black and dark
But that's the hard part, I really want more
You're just a liar and I can never say
We'll last forever
Cause you don't feel this way
Say I don't want her, and I don't need her
I know it's stupid, I fucking love her
And through my black heart, from the very start
It's all for you dear, no need to live in fear
I can't let her go
I won't let her go
You're my everything
This is the bitter end
But I will not die without you by my side
Maybe I took it too far this time
Now I'm the one who's left behind
I'm not insane
She's my everything
I'm not insane
I still feel the pain
I'm insane
I'm insane
Did you hear the bones crack
What am I saying
This is perfect
The girl I love is mine for good
This bloody mess means nothing
I've come to realize something
My heart is black and disgusting
This is where the story ends
No chance for me to make amends
This is the part where we both die
Can we still be in love if we're not alive
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Isn't it funny how people can change their minds
In just the blink of an eye
It's like they never even cared at all (at all)
Why can't you come clean this time
I'm sick of hearing all these lies
Speak the truth now once and for all (for all)
I believed in you, disregarded the rest
I always told them, that you'd get out of this
But you crossed me for the last time
I can't believe I called you a friend of mine
You're just a disgusting waste of life
A sick and worthless parasite
You'll never be anything to anyone ever again
Isn't it funny how people can change their minds
In just the blink of an eye
It's like they never even cared at all
I can see that you are not happy
You need to put me down to feel good about yourself
You're just a fucking liar, a waste of space
Don't come back to me, I'll spit in your face
Isn't it funny how people can change their minds
In just the blink of an eye
It's like they never even cared at all (at all)
Why can't you come clean this time
I'm sick of hearing all these lies
Speak the truth now once and for all (for all)
I can see through your insecurities
It's easy too see, that you wish you were me
The lies you spread, won't affect me
You are worthless, you mean nothing
Isn't it funny how people can change their minds
In just the blink of an eye
It's like they never even cared at all (at all)
Why can't you come clean this time
I'm sick of hearing all these lies
Speak the truth now once and for all (for all)
I know better than to let this go
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I may fall, but I'll always get up to prove you wrong
Not a day goes by I'm not dying on the inside working for what I love
If you're second to win, then you're first to lose
Just accept that this is the life I choose
We're on our way up there and won't be stopped
Tell me I can't, it makes it so much better
Tell me I can't, it makes it so much better
Tell me I can't, one more time
I can feel it making it's way through my heart and veins
Filling and controlling every thought in my brain
As I'm watching and waiting for things to start changing
I'm watching and waiting for things to start changing
I'm not contemplating a single thing
Hide behind your screen, that's all you ever do
Judging others for things that are uncommon to you
Stop disguising your ignorance
Tell me I can't, it makes it so much better
Tell me I can't, it makes it so much better
Tell me I can't, one more time
I can feel it making it's way through my heart and veins
Filling and controlling every thought in my brain
As I'm watching and waiting for things to start changing
I'm watching and waiting for things to start changing
I'm not contemplating a single thing
I'm done watching, done waiting
You'll never start changing
For fighting, for hating
I'm ready come face me
Don't say I'll never amount to anything
With broken bones and swollen eyes
I'll find a way to make this right
With broken bones and swollen eyes
I may not see the dawn of light
Sit back and watch what we do best
We won't back down or give up our chance
We don't give a fuck what you think
We have each other that's all we need (x2)
I have nothing left to loose
I can feel it making it's way through my heart and veins
Filling and controlling every thought in my brain
As I'm watching and waiting for things to start changing
I'm watching and waiting for things to start changing
I'm not contemplating a single thing
My scars have faded (x2)
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5. |
The Suffer Effect
03:25
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I'm not trying to play the victim, but lately I've been feeling like one
Everybody's playing the game, pretending they've all won
All I ever try to do is what's best but all I ever do is create another mess,
With heart so cold, a brain filled with lies, I'm in a constant battle with my own mind.
When I'm at my lowest, and I'm on my own, who do I turn to, when I need you the most
The person I have become, is not the person I wanted to be
Things really aren't as bad as they seem, it's just my fucking mind that's killing me
It's hard to withstand the heartache every night and day
No one understands, we all can't think the same
When I'm at my lowest, and I'm on my own, who do I turn to, when I need you the most
I'm on my own
I'm losing this battle with my mind
When I'm at my lowest, and I'm on my own, who do I turn to, when I need you the most
When I'm at my lowest, and I'm on my own, all I can ask myself is where were you
I can't do this on my own
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Benny Qualmann
Jesse Richardson
Chase McDonough
Vic Saldana
Kaylie Sang
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