Apathy

by Fight Fall

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Truth be told
I need to find a better way to escape
(But will I ever change)
Truth be told
I miss the way things used to be
(Why can't we go back to that way)

My hopes and dreams hang by a thread
But that's all I'm holding onto in my head
I don't know who I am and I never did
There's no peace on my conscious
But will it ever end

It's getting harder to breathe
(I'm giving up I'm giving up)
Back and forth I fight but life's not meant for me
(It's like I'm stuck in a dream)
Held down by the thoughts of what I'll never be
You always taught to believe
(You taught me to believe)
I can't seem to agree
(It's my loss It's my life)
Held down by the thoughts of what I'll never be

What will I ever be
What will I ever be
I'm not strong but I still pretend
I'd give it all to make my pain end
When the plot of my life no longer makes sense
I will strain myself to be a better man

Face to the ceiling
Counting the cracks and stains
As they drip (they drip) right through me

Death seems so distant
But I'm no longer resistant
Give me back my life and everything with it
Is this the end
This is the end
I'm better off dead
I'm better off dead

I can no longer breathe

Who will I be when I give up
Will I preach blasphemy or will I speak in tongue
This never ending search for something I'll never find
Tell me the point when we're placed here just to die

It's getting harder to breathe
(I'm giving up I'm giving up)
Back and forth I fight but life's not meant for me
(It's like I'm stuck in a dream)
Held down by the thoughts of what I'll never be
You always taught to believe
(You taught me to believe)
I can't seem to agree
(It's my loss It's my life)
I'm held down by the thoughts of what I'll never be

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released March 15, 2017

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Fight Fall Orlando, Florida

Benny Qualmann
Jesse Richardson
Chase McDonough
Vic Saldana
Kaylie Sang

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Apathy

Mar 2017
Brookeside

Jun 2016
515 - EP

Oct 2015

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